one week...weak

i really have good intentions but it is a non-stop run around craziness of my life - can't i do a post from my blackberry? i need to look into that but fear i may end up looking like rev-run...in a bath with my hat, bubbles and my blackberry.

so at this point i'm doing 3 jobs and my wonderful wife is doing 2 - we're raising a family and its crazy...but very good. we feel blessed that we can - i am not complaining just making an excuse for not making an entry earlier! :)

so, my family showed up at my softball games, it was very cool - they got there later and usually we have 2 games - so it would have been no problem but the last game was a no show, so it ended early. it was so fun to see them and have them come to my game. i have a hard time sometimes - i do process serving and most of that is done in the evenings. i have a bit of a route and do serves during the day - for 2 companies and my own...its been crazy lately but i am hoping to see some $$$ for the pain, BUT i am on a tangent. my time with my family is my most favorite thing of all time - i don't feel like i get enough - some say that this is just the nature of our market - blah blah blah, but i want to spend more time with them and hate it when scheduling gets crazy - so just to have a few minutes is great.

it was funny, i got up just as they walked up and i hit the ball pretty hard but right at a guy so he caught it and i came back, bitty ran up to me and said "dad! that was so cool, you went (then he swung like he had a bat) then made a cracking sound and ran - he was impressed -

my lottie screams at me when she catches a glimpse of me, it have to admit, loud sounds hurt the ears, but that is like u2 joshua tree to me.

peanut got an opportunity to see his good buddy - he was stoked, funny to watch them hang out. he also blew me away by cleaning his room today...awesome job. i came home before they went to bed and he was killing a bug in saiges room. sweet dude - even tho he is a big teaser.

saige-a-riffic - my sweet angel, she is going to be dancing in vegas the week after next and will compete for national title. she is such a great help with my better 7/8's - she is really an amazing girl and will be an amazing woman - just like her mom!

ok - its late...night

starting now

so, i have a family blog and a facebook page - but i honestly feel bad that the only real time i have kept a journal has been my mission and so, here is another attempt. i am not going to let anyone know about this...it's really just for me. i wont hide it either - its stupid to do that. here goes or at least i try.

its late and i'm tired - i just drank this drink that's called neuro sleep - its great and it is starting to work. right now i am a freelance process server...sounds fancy or incredibly lame - depends on my mood but i have my own schedule and things are starting to pick up. as my oldest used to say "here my gooooooo!" i will explain more later and fo sho you will get it as i ramble on.

i'm going to sleep - night